The worst thing you can have is an unsupportive environment, who only make you feel worse about yourself, when you're already struggling, I just felt the need to say that.
Take care!
djsenter — Post 21 of 28
Senter San
Politics, Philosophy And Religion
On Life, Death and the Thereafter: REPOST
ferre — Post 22 of 28
I usually don't post this shit on public platforms, and have been keeping it in for months now. But this is my most recent facebook post. Since it's about life, death and stuff I think it's apropreate to post it here. If not I accept any warning or suspention.
trigger warning, starting now.
Do you know what hurts the most? Waking up in the morning and you have to put a smile on your face to your friends and family, so no one knows how you really feel. I i’m getting more sick. as in depressed for anyone who’s wondering, and that also has been fucking with my physical health. There are days I don’t wanna be here anymore. I just wanna end it all, but I know that’s not the right thing to do. To any of my friends and family who’s reading this, I can’t open up easily and even this post is costing a lot of effort and emotion to write. but the truth comes out eventually and this is the truth…
trigger warning, starting now.
Do you know what hurts the most? Waking up in the morning and you have to put a smile on your face to your friends and family, so no one knows how you really feel. I i’m getting more sick. as in depressed for anyone who’s wondering, and that also has been fucking with my physical health. There are days I don’t wanna be here anymore. I just wanna end it all, but I know that’s not the right thing to do. To any of my friends and family who’s reading this, I can’t open up easily and even this post is costing a lot of effort and emotion to write. but the truth comes out eventually and this is the truth…
Vox tech, trust us.
Fernando — Post 23 of 28
Praying for you man. Reach out if you ever need someone to vent to.
Chesterton, G.K. "When men choose not to believe in God, they do not thereafter believe in nothing; they then become capable of believing in anything."
thespyde — Post 24 of 28
Praying earnestly for you as I deeply know how depression can screw around with everything inside you!
Curiosity killed the poor kitty, but I'm tough!
ferre — Post 25 of 28
Thank you all. It means a lot.
Vox tech, trust us.
ArcticMoon — Post 26 of 28
You can't even imagine how relatable this is...
-- (ferre):
I usually don't post this shit on public platforms, and have been keeping it in for months now. But this is my most recent facebook post. Since it's about life, death and stuff I think it's apropreate to post it here. If not I accept any warning or suspention.
trigger warning, starting now.
Do you know what hurts the most? Waking up in the morning and you have to put a smile on your face to your friends and family, so no one knows how you really feel. I i’m getting more sick. as in depressed for anyone who’s wondering, and that also has been fucking with my physical health. There are days I don’t wanna be here anymore. I just wanna end it all, but I know that’s not the right thing to do. To any of my friends and family who’s reading this, I can’t open up easily and even this post is costing a lot of effort and emotion to write. but the truth comes out eventually and this is the truth…
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-- (ferre):
I usually don't post this shit on public platforms, and have been keeping it in for months now. But this is my most recent facebook post. Since it's about life, death and stuff I think it's apropreate to post it here. If not I accept any warning or suspention.
trigger warning, starting now.
Do you know what hurts the most? Waking up in the morning and you have to put a smile on your face to your friends and family, so no one knows how you really feel. I i’m getting more sick. as in depressed for anyone who’s wondering, and that also has been fucking with my physical health. There are days I don’t wanna be here anymore. I just wanna end it all, but I know that’s not the right thing to do. To any of my friends and family who’s reading this, I can’t open up easily and even this post is costing a lot of effort and emotion to write. but the truth comes out eventually and this is the truth…
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Όταν θα κοιτάς την θάλασσα
Χωρίς να το θέλεις, θα βλέπεις εμένα
Και τα μάτια σου θα ‘ναι θλιμμένα
Όταν θα ξυπνάς στον ύπνο σου
Χωρίς να το θέλεις, θα σκέφτεσαι εμένα
Και θα νιώθεις μεγάλο κενό
Fernando — Post 27 of 28
Yes. I've struggled with an intense desire for death as well. Not to the extent others do, I'm not suicidal or depressed, and I don't wrestle with self loathing either. But there are days where I lament the state of the world so much that I wish God would just take my soul and send it where he will. I guess it's a consequence of the profound disconnect between my ideals for how things ought to be and the way things actually are. But ultimately I know I have no right to make that call and I have a duty to make the best of the life I have until the time comes for it to end. This is probably as personal as a message of mine will ever be on this or any other public platform, ordinarily I prefer discussing my thoughts and beliefs over anything to do with myself. Nonetheless I felt it would be appropriate to contribute to the discussion with this post, given that I commented on it.
Chesterton, G.K. "When men choose not to believe in God, they do not thereafter believe in nothing; they then become capable of believing in anything."
djsenter — Post 28 of 28
We're in the same boat, guys. I've been battling depression for years and it can show it's ugly head in the most inappropriate moments and ruin a lot for us, but it isn't us, it doesn't determine about our value nor what we can achieve in life, please remember that.
Senter San