I could say, i also had such an issue like the second one you mentioned in negative part until a time. But having real good friends with whom you can be yourself and get appriciated solves that 99%-- (marchoffmann):
I never answered this and forgot about the existance of this thread. So I'll try to answer
What I love:
1. My musical talent in a way. If I hear something, it's easy to memmorize it after a short while, I got good in singing just by doing it few times, and I learn quickly.
2. Similar to djcenter, I'm very honest and direct. Some may not like it but it's better than talking around things and never getting to the point within years.
3. Sometimes I love the feel and touch I have when doing things. I care about very small details, try to do things as best as I can, particularely sound design, where for me every single detail matters, so I'll take time and shape things until they're perfect.
This one has been hard, and now we're getting to the hate section, I'll be having a much easier time:
1. As many know by now, I often get stuck in the past, am very nostalgic, and sometimes get a little lost in emotions, past events, etc.
2. I tend to run after everyone who I think could be a good friend, maybe more, even if this might be a really bad decision with a bad outcome for me. I'm always the ideot that rises up and tries like crazy, when in reality noone would care. I'm thus wasting so much energy and resources I could spend for better things.
3. Sometimes I keep changing mindsets about many things very easily. Especially the impact of people can influence this a lot. Let's say, someone hurt me a lot or has been a bad friend. Now of course this is very much easier with girls and not as much with boys, but if we take the girl example, even if I don't feel for them at all they just need to do anything, even just say something to me, anything. And I get so soft that this is the perfect oppertunity to get blinded. AKA, I fall for things way to easily and sometimes forget reality.
Hard to explain, but the last one was obviously nearly 3 in 1 but I hope this made any sense? I could go on hating myself more, but I think now is enough xd.
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